ay ay ay pag-ibig

posted on my wordpress dated november 12, 2007

“Sometimes LOVE is so unfair, the more you sacrifice, the more you hurt and you feel you’ve given your BEST, it’s still not enough till such time you had no choice but to GIVE UP…”


I got this from my friend’s inbox…really fits on her coz that’s what she is feeling right now. I’ve known HER just for a month now but we have shared a lot of stories – on life, at work, with friends and relationships…awts puso ko usaping pag-ibig itetch…


Lahat tayo nag-aasam mkilala at maksama ang kabiyak ng ating tsinelas n mkksama for life. Pero hindi lahat ay swerte n matunton agad-agad ang mga mttwag n PARTNER. Maaaring ngaun, bukas o hindi natin alam nasa paligid lng pala natin. I know SHE fell in love with the guy but from the very start she knows it shouldn’t be. The guy is set to get married – awts*. She tried not to fall. But the more she tries, the more she gets close with the guy.


Let’s face it, let’s admit, tayong babae kahit anung iwas natin, kahit anung paliwanag natin s utak ng PUSO natin kung anu ang MALI, sadyang matigas ang ulo ng Puso natin. Ika nga kung anung mali un ung mas nae-enjoy natin gawin. Pero at the end of the day, mre-realize natin awts ang sakit pala


Matagal ko SIYA nd nkakwentuhan, pgbalik ko from a short vacation (daw) sabi nya SHE gave up on him and right now, she is trying to move on. She realize, finally that wala patu2nguhan if she would continue on that thing.


Girl, I know, you’ll come across to read this blog later. Be strong. Someday, somehow the RIGHT GUY for you will come – SOON.

june 27, 2002

taong 2002 nang maging mg-nobyo at mg-nobya…

ala sa hinagap na tatagal ang sinimulang relasyon…

marami ang nagulat at nagtaka…

marami ang humusga,

sapagkat CE Student c vhonn

at CE Student Assistant nman c jheng…

kapwa laging bigo sa tinatawag n pag-ibig

kapwa naghahanap ng matagalang relasyon

pinagtagpo, itinadhana ng panahon…

warning signs for men...

Warning signs for MEN when SHE needs HIS love the most:

SHE FEELS SHE MAY SAY

overwhelmed "there is so much to do"

insecure "i need more"

resentful "i do everything"

worried "but what about..."

confused "i don't understand why..."

exhausted "i can't do anything more"

hopeless "i don't know what to do"

passive "i don't care, do what you want"

demanding "you should..."

withholding "no, i don't want to..."

mistrustful "what do you mean by that?"

controlling "well, did you...?"

disapproving "how could you forget...?"

sigh...

there are times i want to escape...
forget everything...
and live the life i've been wanting to have...

best of friends...

"A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out."





"You're...
My Friend,
my companion,
through good times and bad
my friend, my buddy,
through happy and sad,
beside me you stand,
beside me you walk,
you're there to listen,
you're there to talk,
with happiness, with smiles,
with pain and tears,
I know you'll be there,
throughout the years!"

cross stitching

whenever i am depressed and feeling alone i just turned to my cross stitch...

my marrying age is 24

[/] I know how to make a pot of coffee.
[/] I keep track of dates using a calendar.
[ ] I own more than one credit card.
[ ] I know how to change the oil in my dads car.
[/] I do my own laundry.
[ ] I vote every election.
[/] I can cook for myself.
[ ] I think politics are exciting.
[ ] I balance my checkbook.
[ ] My parents have better things to say than my friends.

total: 4

[ ] I show up for school/college/work every day early.
[/] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse
[ ] I've never gotten a detention
[/] I have never smoked a cigarette.
[ ] I have never gotten completely trashed.
[ ] I have forgotten my own birthday at least once.
[/] I like to take walks by myself.
[/] I've watched talk shows.
[/] I know what 'credibility' means without looking it up.
[ ] I drink coffee at least once a week.

total: 5

[/] I know how to do the dishes
[/] I can count to 10 in another language.
[/] When I say I'm going to do something I do it
[ ] My parents trust me.
[ ] I can mow the lawn.
[ ] I can make adults laugh without being stupid
[/] I remember to water the plants.
[/] I study when I have to.
[/] I pay attention at school/college.
[ ] I remember to feed my pets.

total: 6

[/] I can spell 'experience' without looking it up
[/] I work out on a regular basis.
[/] I clean up my own mess.
[ ] The people at Gloria Jeans know me by name.
[ ] my favorite kind of food is take out.
[ ] I have gained weight since middle/high school.
[ ] The first thing I do when I wake up is get caffeine.
[ ] I cant go out of the store without getting something I don't need.
[/] I understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[/] I can type quickly.

total: 5

[/] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour.
[ ] My only friends are from my place of employment.
[ ] I have been to a tupperware party
[ ] I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age 25 and have a job.
[ ] I have more bills than I can pay.
[/] Most of my friends are older than I am.
[/] I can say no to staying out all night.
[/] I use the internet every day.
[ ] My wardrobe hasn't changed in a while.
[ ] I can read a book and actually finish it.

total: 4

TOTAL SCORE: 24