naiinis ako...

naiinis ako...

gumising ng maaga...

m-stuck s traffic jam...

s office...

kay bossing...

s bus stop pg uwian n...

naiinis ako...

parang gus2 ko umuwi ng PILIPINAS...

aahhh kelan kaya ako uuwi...

love ko wife ko...

Last Saturday evening, dumating ako s bus stop na madami na namang tao, nghi2ntay ng bus, pahirapan n nman s pg-uwi..nd alam anu oras ddating ang bus byaheng dubai-sharjah. May mga KABAYAN ako nkausap at inip n rin at gutom,gus2ng - gus2 n makauwi,isipin p n traffic jam n ung time n 6pm pauwing sharjah.

Then, ung isa guy, i forgot his name,sb nya “gus2 nyo taxi n lng tau?sharing?dun ako mg-aabang,hintay nyo ako…”

kami 2 babae ng-agree n kaysa abutin ng syam-syam s pghi2ntay ng bus pero ung isa babae ng-aalangan sumama kc traffic n nga - bka abutin ng malaki ang metro.

in just minutes, nkkuha ng taxi ung guy.. takbo kami kc madami rin nghi2ntay ng taxi.ung isa babae nd nga sumama.pero ,me isang guy n lumapit at nkiusap n mkksabay…”sakay k n KABAYAN,jan k n s harap maupo” sb nmin.

nmukhaan ko c KABAYAN, sb ko “kuya,kilala kita..nksabay n kita dati,sabado din un…”

“talaga?nd ko matandaan ata…” sagot nya

“bday ng misis mo nung time n un” phabol ko

tinignan nya ako s likod ng taxi…

“aahhh oo nksabay nga kita..kaw ung look alike ni…”

pinutol ko at inunahan ko cya…

“c chix ng PBB?un ung sb nung isa kasabay ntin dati pero i doubt if kamukha ko nga c chix” sb ko…

“hindi mas mganda k kay chix…c KYLA ang kmukha mo…pg-uwi ko nga s bahay sb ko s wife ko - mommy,may nksbay ako girl ngaun kamukha n KYLA - ang ganda mommy”

awts…mganda daw ako hehehe kahit san ako mkpunta basta kilala c KYLA ssbhin kmukha ko or kptid ko daw…

well,nd ang kgandahan ko n cnb nya ang isu2lat ko…hehehe

as the taxi goes on…c kuya Jun (his name) ng-start n uli cya mgkwento about his family, his profession s pinas at nging profession d2 s UAE…kami 3 s likod ng taxi tanung2 and palitan ng kuro2…

Kuya Jun : Sundalo ako s Pinas, Accountant d2 s Dubai…pero mind you guys, nd ako accountant pero nung interview ko sb ko I KNOW ACCOUNTING…etc,,,etc…etc p about his work

Guy 2 : Happy k b nman n nd2 k s UAE at iniwan mo ang pgging sundalo? Anung kaibahan?

Kuya Jun : BEING WITH MY WIFE…it was a big sacrifice for me…it was like, pnapili ako between my son and my wife…i just told myself ung anak ko kahit 10years nd ko makita anak ko p rin cya…ung asawa ko tsk..tsk..i love my wife…importante ung mgkasama kami palagi.

Kuya Jun : Yesterday i called my son…sb nya daddy,turuan mo ako mgbasa..daddy tanungin mo ako laws of inertia, daddy tanungin mo ako components of fire…tnanung ko cya kung naintndhan nya b un sb nya nd daw…turo daw un ng tito nya…malungkot n ala kami duon ng mommy nya n mgtu2ro s knya…pero sb ko konting panahon lng kami d2…

sb ko : bakit nd nyo kunin ang anak nyo d2?

kuya Jun : ayaw nmin…ayaw ko lumaki cya d2 s loob lng room…s province, marranasan nya ang tumakbo, umakyat ng puno, preskong hangin…

me dagdag p cya…

Kuya Jun : Mtgal din bago ako nkpg-work d2…hanggang s feeling desperate nko me offer skin s Fujairah…malaking dhs offer salary..cnb ko s wife ko…sb nya : daddy,kya nga kita pnpunta d2 para mgksama tau kung pu2nta k dun parang nasa pinas k din…nd ko tinanggap…IM HERE TO BE WITH MY WIFE…

s time natin ngaun parang bihira tau mkka-encounter ng lalaking very vocal s pgssbing love nila wife nila…kung mppkinggan nyo mgkwento c kuya june, mto-touched ka at ssbhin npkswerte ng WIFE nya to have HIM…nd ko lam kelan ko uli cya mkksabay….hail to you kuya jun, dakila ang yong pgmamahal…

wedding bells

posted this blog on my multiply last july 16

uuhhmmm…been thinking about my wedding preparations whew dunno where to start…we have 10 months to prepare everything and the count starts now…

‘got an idea from honey vhonn’s bestfriend mommy avic which she emailed last year p pero i kept for reference. who knows she might be our wedding coordinator hehehe…

Date: Tue, 4 Jul 2006 02:45:30 +0100 (BST)
From: ”Avic”
Subject: Re: hi mommy avic
To: “lerma jane del rosario”

by the way, i have some inputs for your wedding, kung okay lang. coz you are a sweet girl, i am thinking if we have the butterfly set-up. gusto ko bawat scene sa wedding mo, my certain song, for example, habang nagma-march ka, it, should not be the usual wedding song, it may be your theme song or any song that states your promises. gusto mo ba talagang church wedding? kasi okay din yung garden… kasi naisip ko, kung kunwari, nai-announce na ang you may kiss the bride, tutugtugin ang kiss me, sbay yung entourage mo, pakakawalan ang mga butterflies na hawak nila. maganda din sana kung meron tayong LCD, magagawan ko ng presentation para habang kumakain ang mga tao, pwede nilang makita yung mga pictures nyo ni von… ang sweet di ba?! kinikilig na ko… naku ha?! baka maiyak ako nyan san’yo!!!


uuhhhmmm sounds romantic… i need more ideas…


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*** after ng ilang months, we’re still on the planning stage…parang we’ll run out of time…as in ala p naumpisahan…though nkausap ko n c mareng cecille at mareng avic n tutulungan nila kami n honey for d preparation still andun p rin ung thought panu b umpisahan lahat hehehe ang gulo ko…


in our 5year relationship, ilang beses n kami ng-plan ng wedding…alam nmin kami n mgkksama for d rest of our lives…cguro isang factor why we keep on the planning stage is because we’re living together n for more than a year now…parang what’s on our mind eh “we’re happy naman at saka ddating ung time s church din kami derecho” pero minsan naiisip ko we need to get our parents blessing as well as the church’s.


m happy with vhonn at fulfilled and content with what we are sharing…i fully trust him and lam ko mahal nya ako…


by the way, we’re set to get married here in d desert…ung isa document khapon lng nmin nreceived from my brother…


what we have now… (d most important)

* authenticated singleness

* authenticated parent’s consent


uuhhmmm need n lng isa s amin ang mg-sacrifice um-absent s work para pumunta s consulate for the application…isa cguro s hindrance s balak n kasal n ito ay ang aming WORK…both of us are busy s work…

text messaging

posted on wordpress dated october 15, 2007


Yesterday, i woke up early to prepare honey’s breakfast and baon n rin…oh d ba good wife n d future ako

I asked him to get up n kc almost 4:30am n nun…he usually alarm his phone by 4:00am but get up by 30 minutes after…click lng nya snooze pg tumunog (parehas kami) sarap kc mtulog - hirap bumangon..kasarapan ng tulog ung ganun time…

n-prepare ko n lahat - damit at baon nya…so ako nman ang ggayak..wwhhuuaahh nd ko p rin lubos maisip s dubai n uli ako ppasok…ang layo, i mean hirap bumiyahe.hirap sumakay lalo n ala p rin ako nkkausap n car lift…

by 5:20am ng-paalam n c honey - goodbye kiss p muna…naupo muna ako saglit at hinawakan ko ang cellphone ko…ngbrowse ako ng messages ko ke honey nung nasa pinas p kami…(nk-save p rin mga messages ko s knya hehehe sweet!) nkita ko itong message n ito sabay forward s knya:

“f one day u hear nothing from me, f u search 4 me and found m not der, f u call my name and i never appear, just think of this reason - M GONE TO BE UR ANGEL”

message sent…

after 2seconds…ng-ring ang mobile ko…c honey 2mtwg…

honey: anu ung message mo?

ako: bakit?

honey: ayaw ko nung message mo…binura ko…

ako: sweet nga eh…d b ako angel mo?

honey: ayaw ko maging angel kita f mawawala k naman…gus2 ko s tabi lng kita…etc..etc…etc…

pgktapos nmin mg-usap…ngmuni-muni ako…binasa ko uli ung message ko s sent items…np-hay n lng ako…at ngforward uli ako ng message s knya…

“i wish i cud collect d perfect words,put dem in ur hands and close ur finger around dem so u wud know how i truly thankful for having u as part of my life”

message sent…pero nd n tumwg or ngreply c honey…

if we...

If we fall in love
because someone makes us laugh,
what happens when we no longer find them funny?




If we fall in love
because someone is beautiful,
what happens when that beauty fades?


If we fall in love
because someone can provide for us,
what happens when they lose their wealth?


LOVE defies all reasons.



When you truly love someone,



YOU DON’T NEED REASONS…

the hard lessons on love and men

got this from my yahoo groups…

Remember when Meredith Grey uttered the words, “Pick Me, Choose me, Love Me”?. Indeed, she still have to learn lessons about love and men. Here are some thoughts.

Lessons Meredith Grey must learn (GREY’S ANATOMY)

The Hard Lessons on Love and Men…


1. A man won’t let go if he really loves you.

Do not hold on to someone who has let go of you. He does not love you and does not value having you. Believe me, he will not let go if he really loves you. There is another reason he is not willing to tell.2. Do not look for reasons why he ended the relationship.

There is only one reason why he ended your relationship. He just does not love you. Do not waste your time thinking of reasons or what you should have done. Move on and be open to a man who will truly love you.

3. Do not get hung up on your past.

Do not nag or distrust your current boyfriend just because your ex hurt you. Do not treat him or the relationship the same way. Do not compare. He will not react the same way as your ex. Do not be worried that your simple mistakes will cause him to look for another girl. What happened with your ex was not your fault. It was not because you didn’t guard him enough or you didn’t make him happy enough.

4. Do not look into images.

How many times have you met a girl who didn’t have the best image in school or at the office, but you get to know the girl and found out she was actually extremely nice? Do not rely on images. Oftentimes, it is far from reality. Do not fear men just because your “supposedly” perfect ex-boyfriend mistreated you.

5. Always have your own set of rules.

Set your limits on how far you’d go for a guy. It’s perfectly ok to give and do everything as long as it’s worth it. And it’s worth it if the guy is treating you right.

6. Do not be scared to lose him.

Don’t be scared that he’ll break up with you. Once you are afraid of losing him, you easily can be taken advantage. Be strong and if something is unacceptable, do not accept it and speak up.

7. Avoid calling your guy.

It’s a guy thing. The relationship will definitely be better if it’s the guy who’s calling, not the girl. He will get tired of you if you keep on calling. He will lose interest and challenge. More so, he will get annoyed. But it’s a girl thing also that your fingers get too itchy until you dial his number. But avoid as much as possible. Call only if really needed (like checking if your suspicions are reasonable).

8. There is a guy who will value you.

There is a guy out there who can make you feel valued, appreciated, and loved. And I mean, not just during your first few weeks together. So don’t lose hope. Don’t settle for a lesbian if you are not attracted to women. There is a man out there who can love you like a girl can. Also, do not believe him when he says it’s just the way he really is. He’s not the sweet or expressive-type. Remember during your first few weeks together? Where has that sweet guy gone? He simply is not that into you anymore.

9. Always be the only one, no matter what.

Do not ever fall for a guy who has another girl, be it his wife, girlfriend, or any girl that he says he just can’t get rid of for whatever reason. If you truly believe that he loves you and for some reason, he can’t leave or let go of another girl, then you are no different from any ordinary mistress.

10. He must respect you.

No matter how long the relationship has been, he should always show respect towards you.

11. If he fooled you, end it.

Philandering once is enough. You can never trust nor respect the person again.

12. Never start a relationship the wrong way.

Do not steal another girl’s man, for whatever reason. Nor should you enter a relationship for the wrong reasons (loneliness, on the rebound, getting back at your ex, man-dependency, etc.) it is bound not to last. You will only end up wasting more years of your life.

13. Do not force yourself into a relationship.

Do not get into a relationship just because your friends are getting impatient with your dating escapades and the one hasn’t come yet. Do not choose who to say yes to based on superficial things like money, looks, cars, etc.. If you are even thinking of these things, you have not fallen in love yet.

14. Do not settle.

If you are not happy anymore with your relationship, break up instantly. He will not stay with you forever no matter how upright he might seem to be. Eventually, he will also want love and happiness in his life.

15. A relationship has to have love.

Love is the only thing that will push you to give your efforts into making the relationship work. And believe me keeping a relationship requires genuine efforts of both parties.

16. Don’t be afraid to be single.

It’s fun to be single, try it. You can go out whenever and wherever you want. You are free. You can date whomever you want and you get to go out for free! Do not get a boyfriend just for the sake of having one. Do not settle.

17. Be a good girl.

Be a good girl to attract a good guy. Enter the relationship with sincere intentions. Take the guy and the relationship seriously with the plan of spending the rest of your life with that person (of course, this is after you had your bit of fun in your younger years). If you compare your flings from your real relationships, you will know that the latter makes you happier and more fulfilled.

18. Love without limits.

Whether you loved and gave everything or loved but held out for some things, if the relationship ends, you still get hurt. But if you gave your everything, you were happy and you could say that it was worth it. If you didn’t give your all, you get hurt for nothing.

19. You will get over him.

Love is over-stated. Love eventually ends and you are free to love another.

20. Be the one.

Act like you are the one. Don’t be a nagger. Don’t hinder his gimmicks. Don’t give in to him too easily. Make him treat you as important. Don’t be easy. Don’t be like every other girl he had in his life.

ay ay ay pag-ibig

posted on my wordpress dated november 12, 2007

“Sometimes LOVE is so unfair, the more you sacrifice, the more you hurt and you feel you’ve given your BEST, it’s still not enough till such time you had no choice but to GIVE UP…”


I got this from my friend’s inbox…really fits on her coz that’s what she is feeling right now. I’ve known HER just for a month now but we have shared a lot of stories – on life, at work, with friends and relationships…awts puso ko usaping pag-ibig itetch…


Lahat tayo nag-aasam mkilala at maksama ang kabiyak ng ating tsinelas n mkksama for life. Pero hindi lahat ay swerte n matunton agad-agad ang mga mttwag n PARTNER. Maaaring ngaun, bukas o hindi natin alam nasa paligid lng pala natin. I know SHE fell in love with the guy but from the very start she knows it shouldn’t be. The guy is set to get married – awts*. She tried not to fall. But the more she tries, the more she gets close with the guy.


Let’s face it, let’s admit, tayong babae kahit anung iwas natin, kahit anung paliwanag natin s utak ng PUSO natin kung anu ang MALI, sadyang matigas ang ulo ng Puso natin. Ika nga kung anung mali un ung mas nae-enjoy natin gawin. Pero at the end of the day, mre-realize natin awts ang sakit pala


Matagal ko SIYA nd nkakwentuhan, pgbalik ko from a short vacation (daw) sabi nya SHE gave up on him and right now, she is trying to move on. She realize, finally that wala patu2nguhan if she would continue on that thing.


Girl, I know, you’ll come across to read this blog later. Be strong. Someday, somehow the RIGHT GUY for you will come – SOON.